Andava..(God..)

I'm usually at least 10 minutes early to work but today i reached right on time since there was a massive jam near the BM Amman Temple. There was a 'tiruvela' today and the place was packed.

Anyway, i had a nice 'cuci mata' session so im not complaining BUT...

There was one terrible sore sight that i had to face when i was returning home..

In front of one of the 'panthals' there were a bunch of youngesters who looked like they need a good shower WITH soap, and with clothes that if thrown into the sea,would kill the fishes, hair that needs a cut, dancing in the middle of the road, in full view of all the people returning back from work...people from all races..

They just bring extreme shame to our Indian society. When are they ever going to stop dancing like that? They bring a bad name to our religion. Why expect other races to respect us when we ourselves don't have respect for our religion? Idiots!

I was just holding my temper, but i was dying to roll down my window and yell,"Dey, enna,Micheal Jackson ne nenepa?" But then..duwan la..if not, probably there will be another road rage case in the news tomorrow..'yen vambe'(why the trouble?)

ALerting All Indian RADio STaTions

Been listening to HITZ FM lately. Im completely shunning of Tamil channels from now onwards. All they could talk about is toothpaste, curry powder or prayer items..There's hardly any songs and they talk about the same toothpaste all week long..oh come on, what's so great about the toothpaste? i'm gonna spit it out in the end right? When i tune in to a radio station, i expect to hear some songs or perhaps a funny DJ doing his stuff but arghhh!!!

The DJ's in Hitz FM..well, i actually look forward to hear them talk. Some stuff are total crap especially the CSI team, oh man..what kind of crappy story line is that? But still, they rock..

AND>>>>

simple plan rock too!

=)

SHUT UP!!

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not

You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down

Will never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up

A love letter that i would definately reject =D

DEAREST CHEEWTY PUSHPALATHA,

I, RAMACHANDRAN S/O PARAVAI MUNIAMMA
D/O KANDASAMY NAIKAR HAVE A
CONPESHION
TO MAKE. I LUW U DA CHELLAM. HOW
MUCH
U ASK ME? WELL....
THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
SS
SSS MUCH AMNI.

I HAVE MANY AUTOGRAPHS MEMORY WITH
ME,JUST LIKE CHERAN IN 'AUTO GRAPH'.
1ST AISHA ABIRAMI,
2ND TAMIL FATIMAH,
3RD JOYCE PAPAMMA,
4TH SLYVIA SWAMINATHAN TAN......

THE LIST IS LONG AS PENANG BRIDGE,
BUT
STILL I LIKE U DA CHELLAM.

U KNOW,YOUR FACE IS SO
BUTIFUL.AISHWARYA RAI CRY EVERYDAY
SEE UR FACE AMNI.
EVERYDAY I THANK GOD FOR MAKING
VICCO
TURMERIC AYURVEDIC CREAM, BECAUSE
WITHOUT THAT, YOU WOULD NOT HAVE
THAT
LOVELY SCENT OF SANDLEWOOD OR THAT
LOVELY APPOM BALIK KIND OF
COMPLEXION.

YOU ARE SUCH A DELICIOUS SPECIMIN OF
A
WOMAN. YOUR LIPS ARE NICE SE, COLOUR
LIKE PINK GUAVA, TASTE LIKE SWEET
JILEBI.I
GET DIABETES LOOKING AT IT U
KNOW, EH EH EH .SO WHAT AMNI, NO
WORRY...U ARE MY INSULIN WHAT.

SOMETIMES I VANT TO BITE OFF YOUR
NOSE
BECAUSE IT REMINDS ME OF A
SCRUMPTIOUS LOOKING AMRISH
PURI.SMELLING YOUR HAIR REMINDS OF
THE
DAYS VHEN
I WAS BACK IN PENANG AND MY MOTHER
USED CHASE ME AROUND CINA KAMPONG
SHOUTING "DEI ODATE NILLE!" TO RUB
COCONUT OIL IN MY HAIR WHERE AFTER
THAT
RUBBING SESSION 1/2 KG OF MY HAIR WILL
BE IN HER HAND.

VOULD YOU LIKE TO FROLICK VITH ME IN
THE
MEADOWS? I VILL LET YOU BE KAJOL
IF YOU VILL LET ME BE SHAH RUKH. PLS
PLS.

WE CAN DANCE AND IF IT RAINS, IT VILL BE EVEN BETTER BECAUSE I CAN PLAY
PIANO IN THE AIR JUST LIKE SHAH RUKH IN KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI. U CAN PLAY
VEENAI OR MANDOLIN IN AIR TOO. UR WISH AMNI.

SOMETIMES I IMAGINE THAT WITHOUT YOU
MY LIFE WILL BE LIKE KLANG VALLEY
WITHOUT ELECTRICAL SUPPLY. YOU ARE
MY
HYDRO ELECTRIC DAM, BUT YOUR FATHER
IS LIKE LOUSY TNB, ALWAYS
DICONNECTING
ME FROM YOU. PUT FIRE IN HIS
HEAD(TALELE THEEYE VEIKE!)

I LUWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW YOU
WERY WERY MUCH DA CHELLAM.

DON'T EWER PORGET. .THAT

YOU ARE MY LITTLE SAMOSA AND I AM
YOUR
CHUTNEY.
YOU ARE MY CHICKEN CURRY AND I AM
YOUR NAN.
YOU ARE MY IDLI AND I AM YOUR SAMBAR.
YOU ARE MY PIZZA & I AM THE CHEESE ON
IT......

PLEASE ACCEPT THIS AS A STATEMENT OF
MY UNDYING LUW BECAUSE I AM STILL
ALIVE.

YOURS SINCERELY,
RAMACHANDRAN S/O PARAVAI MUNIAMMA
D/O KANDASAMY NAIKAR
7G,RAINBOW KAMPUNG.

FOR U POREVER AND POREVER AND
EVER......

Break

The days are dragging on and many times, i had sat in my cubicle and wondered out to myself..'what shit am i doing right now?'

Im out of ideas on what to write. So here's a joke..enjoy! =)

I wrote your name on sand, it got washed
I wrote your name in air, it was blown away, then
I wrote your name on my heart and I got heart attack.

God saw me hungry, he created pizza
He saw me thirsty, he created Pepsi
He saw me in dark, he created light
He saw me without problems, he created YOU.

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
You should know what you are
And once you know what you are
Mental hospital is not so far.

The rain makes all things beautiful, the grass and flowers too
If rain makes all things beautiful, why doesn't it rain on you?

Roses are red, violets are blue
Monkeys like you should be kept in zoo
Don't feel so angry you will find me there too
Not in cage but laughing at you.

When your life is in the darkness, pray to God ask him to free u
from darkness
And if after you pray and you are still in darkness,
please pay your ELECTRICITY BILL!

---

This is the third week in a stretch without a single weekend to myself. Im in a daze and im not proud of it.

My thoughts are haywire, my feelings are haywire and ah crap..

MoXsHa

And by the way, Chakrasonic and Boomerangx are real polished music groups..i can't take my headphone off whenever i listen to their music..A huge salute..

Currently looking for 'Carshwinah', 'Hervin' and 'Intermezzo'..i wonder how they sound..?

BOYZ

Was listening to BOYS songs just now. It triggered so many memories...coz i watched it in the theater with pragash, sara, niva, sa, sujen, abs, kanna..and almost the whole MMU indians were there too in IOI puchong including the IT staffs, security staffs and a lecturer..and the setais we did there...

*smiling*

Nice..

It was a pleasure driving to work today..The roads were clear. I didn't even realise i was speeding until i saw a police patrol car coming from the opposite direction. Thats when i looked at my speed meter and it screamed 100 km/per hr on a normal road..(on weekdays it barely reaches 70)..But i couldnt stop..it was exhilarating! =)

Hmmm...I do wonder how many people cursed me today?

la la la..

We had training today. What training? Effective COMMUNICATION stuff. One thing i observed, my collegues transform themselves to really fun-loving,outgoing friendly people during annual dinners/training/seminars/company social events but the rest of the time, even to squeeze a weak smile from them would be an uphill task.

Anyway i had fun, it resumes again tomorrow while my work at the office would be piled up by then. It's really fun to be with my collegues at these times but once the training ends, it gonna be back to square one..sigh!

And somehow, i feel whatever we learnt today from the training WILL NOT be applied at work for sure..

Shit!

The week was pure torture. i was facing unmessurable amount stress at work that i was reduced to crying in the toilet.

No one was giving me any problem. They are nice, seriously. But,I had these 23 modules that i had to finish. initially it was supposed to be done by some outsourcing company but due to some miscommunication, i had to do it in the end. I could finish at least 4 modules per day earlier. But then, everytime i have almost completed one module, the damned users kept changing their requirements that it took me 1 and a half day to finish one module. And the changes kept happening everyday so i had to alter each module everyday. It got me so confused and I was running out of time. i could not finish all 23 modules. It was driving me nuts until i felt like smashing my computer at work.

Finally i couldnt tolerate it anymore so i spoke to my supervisor and she spoke to the boss and now, i have to finish 2 modules per day. Work reduced, yes but im still out of time, as it is taking me 1 and a half day to finish one module because of the constant changes in the requirements. Imagine finishing your work and someone comes along and tells you, hey, sorry, i forgot this one, pls add or hey, sorry, the requirements just changed, pls alter this or hey, this is wrong, i didnt tell you ah?

And mind you, the users are the 'gold' here. They are given top priority.

Damn shit! Now im reduced to 0 weekends. Yes, i get paid but i would rather not work on weekends than get paid. And the stress is more than i could tolerate.

Been listening to LINKIN PARK especially Numb and Nobody's Listening. Not bad,their music is superb. And with reduced decibel, they are pretty good..Nalin, now i understand why u listen to 'em. :-)

Cool huh?

Levi's

+(

Torture..pure torture...arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Creative but really ar?

Ex supervisor told an interesting story today..

It is written in some historical epic that from time to time, the world will be cleansed from evil and sins by two elements, one is water, another is fire, if im not mistaken.

And, there are 7 sittars (holy men) who are meditating under the sea right now. One of them got damn angry because of the sins of the world so he opened his eyes. That caused the waves which resulted in Tsunami..

So,i asked.. what did those people in the affected areas do to pay with their lives?

Banda Aceh-raping/murder/robbery/supression of the wealthy Indonesian Chinese. It seems the Acehnese are angry that the Chinese are living well in their land while they are suffering in poverty.

Sri Lanka-affected areas are mostly the Tamil Liberal Army, Tamil Tigers. They were going overboard with their actions and demanding unnecessary agreements from the peace talks.

Phuket-the mother of all sins (u know what)

India-corruption etc etc..

Malaysia-minor sins.

Really ah? If the world has to be cleansed of the sins, why just these few places? Sins are happening everywhere...The Tsunami should have attacked the whole world..

Were the dinasours wiped out once for the same reason?..hmm..i wonder what sins did they do?

:-P

Duh!

A woman walked into the kitchen to find her husband stalking around with a fly swatter. "What are you doing?" She asked. "Hunting Flies" He responded. "Oh. Killing any?" She asked. "Yep, 3 males, 2 Females," he replied. Intrigued, she asked. "How can you tell?" He responded, "3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone."

Alle Fonte

The whole week had gone by like a nightmare until...

It started with a horrible nightmare of a psycho with black powers hunting me down. I had almost caught her, nailed her to the front porch of my house and went off to find my dad only to return to see her gone. Then, that night, she came again and stood near the window of my bedroom, with a twisted smile almost as if she was saying,i'm gonna come and get you. I woke up with a jolt, only to find my sister who usually sleeps with me not on her bed, so i went to the hall, switched on all the lights, checked the time and went back to sleep. it was 5 am and i couldnt sleep back. I kept looking at the window and i was a TINY bit scared,really..:-)

6.30am,I had to drag myself out of bed and get ready to work. unfortunately, i slept late that night and i was extremely tired. to make matters worse, i had to do the annual stock count that day, which means i had to go down to the godown and scan all the goods. Yeah yeah, i'm the IT line but every year some unfortunate ones(usually newcomers) from each department will be chosen to go and do the horrible work. the place was like a steaming oven, no ventilation, no fan and obviously no air-con and it was dusty and dirty till my palms were black with soot. Luckily the Malay guy from accounts department who was assisting me was so funny, so we were laughing all the while,and i met a few cool people from many different departments,managed to get the job done fast and return back to the control office only to find that we had to return back to another godown and do second check for another set of goods. That done, back again and they sent me and him again to counter check another set of goods. I was there,sweating profusely,steaming in the heat trying to get the job done. And oh boy, stock counting is not easy. These production people are so bad in labelling, until u feel like marching back to their office and shake them till their teeth falls out.

That aside, though i'm complaining, when i returned back home that day, i was feeling so sad as i was reminded of the people who work in the godown everyday single day, and many are young fellas who should not be struggling there. I was so upset until my dad noticed and asked me why. There was a man whom i talked to while doing the stock count and he was telling me his work conditions and i felt so pitiful. Why are there so many people suffering in such terrible situations?..feeling like a helpless fool..

The next day, i returned to the office on friday only to find emails from the trainees asking for help with their work. After helping them, my supervisor assigned me with some stupid programming job, and the girl who was supposed to get the documentations done just keeps messing it up and confusing me. The work is still pending, waiting for me on Monday. Sigh! i returned back to my cubicle to find an email from my ex-supervisor during my industrial training ,asking me to come back to the company to help her with a system. Since i had declined so many times because i had some other engagements during the weekend, i had to agree this time as she said she was in big trouble and in fact offered to pay but i had to decline for i am quite close to her. so i was booked on saturday from 7am to 1pm. I spent the rest of the Friday working time finishing my present job but i couldn't do it as my mind was elsewhere. i just wanted to get home. In fact, i wanted to go shopping after work but when i reached the place, i parked the car near the boutique, sat in the car for a while,reversed and then, drove back home.

That night (before going off to my ex-training company), i was about to get to bed and got a call from my auntie asking me to check something for her. Darn! Finished that at 12 midnight and woke up the next day at 6am to get ready to 'work'. Ex-supervisor came to my house to fetch me, headed to bayan lepas, saw a fatal accident on the bridge, reached the company, had breakfast, then started breaking my head with the codes. Came back to Kedah, went off to her house for a while, met her cute kids (boy, i really really missed them and they keep getting cuter ;-) ) When i left, the 3 year old started singing, bye suba checi, bye suba checi, bye suba checi, non stop till i dissapeared..=)

and please don't ask me what's the meaning of the title of this post. i was wreaking my brains to get a title and i saw this empty mineral bottle on the kitchen table with the label saying 'alle fonte' so that became my title.

complains aside, i saw him again on friday...yep, i saw my darling schoolboy. in fact, this time i saw him walking from far and right in front of me was a brand new mercedes and the driver kept slamming his breks so i kept telling myself, "suba keep your eyes on the road, if you hit that car, u just have to give ur car keys to that merc guy as a replacement for the damage and walk back to office." But when that boy came nearer, i couldnt resist but to steal a glance only to find he was looking at me all the while..waaaa..in cloud 9..:-)

Somebody, give me a kick please..