heavy heart..

in my sorrow and in my problematic situation, there is still one lady who made me feel so loved. a love without a reason, without causes, without any relation. i dont even know her name. even while writing this, i can feel my eyes moisten. i will never forget what you did for my birthday. even my parents didnt do that for me. your simple kindness filled my heart with gratitude. i realised one thing on my birthday yesterday because of you. pure love still exists in this world. i love you! Thank you so much..

Yesterday i felt so loved but today i can tell you something, i am beginning to hate everyone and everything except you. if it is possible, i want to take you with me to paradise and never come back and get entangled in this bloody mess. just you and me and i will make sure you are always happy even if it means sacrificing my own little life...