enough lar enough,i cannot take it anymore

The whole time "YOU" were sitting beside me, the only thing that played in my mind was Black Eyed Peas song titled “shut up”. I kept repeating the lyrics in my head whenever you talked but too bad, you didn’t know that and you kept asking me why I was so quiet.

and appa..why cant u realise im all grown up and i can decide things myself. why do you need to get into my personal life and now i feel so confused, afraid and unprepared. when the right time comes, i will decide. not now! dammit! all this while was minor things, you controlled my freedom and i kept quiet but this is tooo much...I feel like giving everything up and run off somewhere.

stop pressuring me like this. i will explode one day.

Everyone just seem to be stepping on my nerves today. Well, not just today. For the past few days, my temper just flares until I feel like screaming my heads off at everyone. I feel like a hot raging fire, ready to burn everything that comes on my way.

im exhausted, sick and tired of all these. i want to run off to Himalayan mountain and never come back..NEVER EVER! i mean it!