:-((

From initial nervousness which was over just now...i'm feeling a pang of sadness...

The presentation is over and my vendors just left for their respective countries and i know it's a little weird, but i'm seriously missing them, actually missing the guy whom i was working with closely.

No la, not i-am-falling-for-him kind of miss, but just a normal humanly kind of miss, if there is such a word. It was seriously great working with him, it being the first time i actually worked with someone outside Malaysia. He was very nice, answered even my dumbest questions although he was actually a senior project manager from another company. Coming to think of it, when i actually knew earlier that he's a senior manager, i thought i'm screwed, i have to act or at least try to be intelligent but he was downright to earth, i didn't feel any differences in our positions,he never acted high and mighty, never treated me as a junior idiot, he he...

The two weeks were great, i learnt a lot, both about the project and also about his country, culture etc. We even whacked 'banana leaf' together with my boss at a local Indian shop. The other guy, he came in for two or three days, and he is actually the vice president of the company and he too never treated me like junior blur one, my views were given due respect, no matter how insignificant it may be...

All good things come to an end and i guess it ended today and now i'm on my own until the next person comes in to assist me with some deeper understanding on the technical part and then, i'm on my own, battling the evil world of computers...

I guess i have to tell myself that i'm a big girl now and it's time to act like one too...

sigh...!

Damn sad...:-(

I miss you J and D!