my dearest baby cousin...

i was having terrible headache at work today. i was too worked up so i wanted to think of something soothing..then i remembered my 5 year old cousin,sarvin back in johor...

i have never seen an angel before but when i saw him for the first time,i knew i had finally seen one. his smile is enough to light up my day, his cheeky grin is enough to tell me that innocence still prevails on the face of this earth and his beautiful voice is enough to let me know that love is still strong. everytime i think of him..i feel complete peace, complete solace..

he is the most beautiful child i have ever seen. i have seen many kids before but none had this kind of effect on me. when he waved back to me from the bus when he was leaving to johor with his mum,i felt like my heart was going to melt in my heart. i thought of him all day that day.

he was the first kid who made me wish that he was mine. he invokes all the motherly love that i never knew i had in me. i want to shower him with all the love that i have and i want to protect him fiercely from all the bad and evil of this world. as long as i live, i will never let him be hurt by anyone or anything. i seriously wish he was mine.

may god bless you always my dear baby and hope your operation goes well on august 11..thats on my birthday..dear child..i am willing to give you my life on my birthday as long as you can live and be happy..i am content..

you are one of the reason why i am still holding on with this life..love u!