nitty gritty dirty!

spoke to my father.feel so much better now. im all powerful.nothing can do anything to me now.i will not let the wound heal because everytime it hurts,that will remind me to spit at you.you agreed that you are a jerk.well,you know what? BIG SUPRISE! that's really true. i was just minding my very own business. you were just too itchy to come and complicate things for me.

from the very begining, i was very honest with you.i was very straight forward and direct. i cautioned you,i warned you and i reminded you constantly. i made sure that you wont end up feeling like a fool later. now,u have made me a fool. you have ridiculed my good intentions and good thoughts. i wish im not so naive and good natured. i wish i was one of those sly girls who know how to make use of a person for their advantage.

you told me i dont have to bother about your reputation.DAMN RITE you are! why must i bother? if i follow my heart, i could ruin it for you but i wasnt brought up that way. unfortunately,im a decent person.

i may forgive my enemy but YOU!!..NEVER! you took me off my track and pushed me into my own grave without me realising that i was falling until it was too late. thank god u were direct to me in the end.

if you are so unsure of yourself,you should have been smart enough not to involve other people in your confusion. ah..pardon me..i shouldnt say that.. you maybe smart but you are immature.seriously immature!

what the heck did i do to you????SCREW YOU BASTARD! HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL FOR ALL THAT I CARE...*lights out*

p/s: just a word of thanks for letting me learn that people like you exists in this world too..i will be careful and i will never do this to another person..