Whisper of the heart

Without yourself, you are alone...

Monday, February 13, 2006

Hectic

I'm at my new workplace. Great place. Got my own laptop with wifi. Not bad. Went for lunch with my boss and 2 other guys. Got a little tongue tied. Not really sure what to talk. Boss is nice. Jovial.

I'm actually very very tired right now. Thaipusam was hectic. The charity shop I volunteer in annually was packed. Worked from 4pm thaipusam eve until 10 am the next day. I slept a few hours in the car, drifting in and out of sleep, awakened by the bells and announcements from the temple PA system. Worse part, right after waking up, oily faced and stink mouthed, i right away took orders again from customers...Yeah I know. Even I’m disgusted with myself...

Left at 10am to the hotel, bathed, short nap and back again at the shop until 1am the day after thaipusam...reached home around 3am.Slept. Up at 11am, to pack and leave to KL at 3pm. And last night, it was so chilly and I slept on the floor so I again drifted in and out of sleep...now I’m dreadfully tired...

Missing my family...I don't know how to express my emotions right now. Mixed. But clearly, I miss my family. Yesterday I missed my bro, coz he didn’t come over to kl to send me with my family. Cried like a baby in the car, thinking of him. Today morning, my parents left to Kedah, I forced myself not to think of them, but right when I reached the office and filling up some forms, my eyes started leaking again...Couldn't say proper goodbye just now, rushing and all...Damn it. I miss my family.

I miss them...so very much....I don’t want to write more now. Afraid will start crying in the office…

What a week..
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