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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Utang..

So..

Was reading my earlier post titled na na na..and was thinking, well, you know the part i said other's have bigger problems..that triggered my train of thoughts, and hey presto,it started churning..anyway, back to that, have you heard people telling you, count your blessing..whenever you are down, think of people who are less fortunate than you. Don't you think that's a pretty selfish thought? It's like this, let me put it this way. You have only one eye and you shouldn't be sad because your neighbour has no eyes at all. So you should be happy that you are better off than your neighbour. Very selfish. Whoever thinks that way just booked a one-way ticket to hell.

Yeah, that's what happens when i have too much time in my hand. I start thinking of everything. Bear with me. =)

Supposed to go to my wonderful ex company today but no mood and it has been raining today so called them up to cancel. Will be going tomorrow.

Anyway, i got a letter from PTPTN asking for their money back. Yeah, i know i should pay back but not like im loaded right now, right? And in case you don't know, there's a short verse from the Quran printed on the letter which loosely translated means this:-(or so i think)

(This is written not with the intention of making fun of Quran but i think it is totally unnecessary to be written on an official letter demanding for payment especially if it is supposed to be addressed to a non-Muslim)

Once you die, God will ask you,
Why didn't you pay back your loan.
And if you don't give a proper answer,
The 'dosa' of the loan giver will be given to you
And all the 'pahala' that you are supposed to get will be given to the loan giver.

I started shivering after that (yeah right) and called up the PTPTN office.(i called because i am a little scared, they are already barring visa application by loan defaulters, not that i am going overseas anytime soon but then again, you might never know..so..)

Below was the conversation:-

Lady1:Hello, PTPTN. (With the usual lazy voice you can hear from any receptionist in a government office, urgh!)

Me:Hello, saya nak tanya sikit.

Lady1:Ya?

Me:Saya baru dapat surat dari PTPTN minta balik pinjaman. Sekarang ni saya tak bekerja....?

Tut tut tut..

Me: (what the hell)Lady1 directed me to another line without even telling me(and i was still talking), bleedy rude..

Lady2: Hello.

Me: Hello. Saya nak tanya sikit.Saya baru dapat surat dari PTPTN minta balik pinjaman. Sekarang ni saya tak bekerja, so macam mana ya?

Lady2: You kena tulis surat minta tangguh pembayaran dan dapatkan pengesahan dari kakitangan kerajaan kelas A.

Me: Kakitangan kerajaan kelas A. Ok.

Lady2: So, that means you must send in two letters.

Me: Ha? Two?

Lady2: Yes, one from you and another from a government officer category A.

Me: I see. Okay thank you.

So guys, in case any one of you took PTPTN loan and currently unemployed, you know what to do now. i just made your life much easier. And you're welcome.=)

Sigh..hutang keliling pinggang..susah susah!
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