Whisper of the heart

Without yourself, you are alone...

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Na na na

Came online to do work but ended up chatting.

Met an India guy,a consultant or so he claims, can't understand what kick they get from talking dirty. I wanted to get information on SAP and he was talking CRAP. Rhymes doesn't it? Psycho.

Bored. Bored. Bored. And not motivated enough to start looking for a job. Dunno what got into me. Probably a bit dissapointed. Too much hype when i started the course. They said people are looking forward to hire people like us. Now, habuk pun tak ada. Irritating. God knows what happened to those Intel guys who came to our classes wanting to meet us and asked for our contact numbers. For a show? Not funny. Not interesting.

One of my application was rejected. Reason? Inexperienced. How the hell am i going to get experience if you don't give me a chance to work? Sounds like a cliche? That's frustration talking.

Whatever.

And im still juggling between the decision of working here or KL. Tough one. Plus when my body and mind is idle, million thoughts go through my head. Starts in one and goes on and on and on and sometimes i have to scream into my head, stop!

And i'm bored. Bored to death. Emails from MMU and MDC and SAP (M) are not helping either. It's driving me up the wall.

Got a call from my ex company demanding me to pay their RM42.50. Will be going tomorrow. Hate stepping my foot on that ground again. But have too..otherwise they might run at loss and close the company. I dun want to be the reason hundreds of others lose their jobs..)()*^#^%(@)()@(&@*^!!! (Translate yourself if you can)

Yeah i know. Count my blessings. I'm lucky. Others have bigger problems..

Smile...ok..that's better.

:-)
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