Not my bf, not my family

I wonder if things would ever be the same again...

A single costly mistake that severed all ties...

She's making everyone pay for her selfishness...

Now a relationship built almost 22 years ago is gone...

He talks to me like i'm a stranger when i had been so close, so close, so close all these years...

I wonder if i could ever fix it...

And i'm afraid if i don't do something, when he is gone, i would never be able to forgive myself...

Why..why was she so selfish? Dammit!