Serenity?

I have been very clear headed for the past few days. I realised i was giving my fullest concentration in every single thing that i was doing. I had time to sort my thoughts. I had time to organise certain issues which were just floating without any care from me. I have never felt this calm before. It's really great. And yesterday, an important matter which i had always overlooked, and always took for granted, i gave it a chance to enter my life. That perhaps could give me an answer to the ultimate question of my heart. I always have a hard time controlling my mind but suprisingly this time, it's awfully quiet, probably taking a snooze in it's chambers..

I had a good time with Nalin today. This being the first time we went out together as 'working ladies' :-) I had a wonderful time in a way that well, only best friends would understand...and it's not just her, even with her family, the word 'shy' dissapears from my dictionary..

Now, im extremely worried about him. I pray and hope he will be okay. I cant say more. Im worried sick..