A load of crap

I am writing this from the office. Couldnt post it to my blog straight
away though since the internet usage here is limited to work purposes only.
if any funny url is found in the monthly log file, i have to go and answer
to the Japanese System's General Manager. Mampoi aku! Somemore i might
write some nonsense in my blog, in case he reads it, i will have to wear a
mask to work the next day then, he he!

Dont know why, suddenly having a strong urge to blog. probably because
i have not been updating my blog regularly for the past few weeks. You
can't blame me though. Computers are only attractive when you are not working
with one. Get what i mean? after almost 8 hrs of pc at work, last thing
iwanna look at is my home computer screen. I look at the TV screen
though,he he!

I was looking up for some thing over the net just now, and suddenly out
of the blues, i was reminded of the revenge i wanted to take some time
back.Just the mere thought of it filled me with so much anger and repulsion.
If i had it my way, I just want to kill that person. I have never hated
anyone so much. Never! I could not find a place in my little heart to forgive.
Not even a teeny tiny bit.

The angelic part of my mind said "Just forget about the whole thing.
After all, it's a new year. Forget about the dark past."

But then will the devil part keep quiet? It said, "You old fool, how
can you just forget it after all that had happened? You will have to pay
backeven if it takes your whole life time".

Well, i guess i wanna be a bit of the devil then. Not that i wanna
dedicate my life to revenge and then go nuts if it doesnt work out. (happens in
most Tamil movies) but somehow someway I will make the person regret and
that time, the pain will kill.

I guess revenge part one was already done. How the person took it, i
dont know, i dont care. Not my problem anyway. Now I'm just waiting for the
final one...Let's just wait and see...

On a different note, the department manager was scolding one of my
collegues today. Hearing the words, my stomach gave a sturdy lurch.
Sigh, i just hope i wouldnt get scolded like that. "Pergi university pun kena
marah, pergi kerja pun kena marah..., apa punya dunia!"

I am beginning to have doubts on the sanity of programmers and software
engineers.

First there is html, xhtml,then there is xml.
Then combine html with java and voila, jsp is born.
Chip in servlets and scriplets, Jakarta Tomcat meows in..
JReport and Crystal report add to the pain.
I have to learn all by the end of this month.
The blogress sees stars dancing on top of her head..

Not bad ah..nice poem :p