mind ur own biz

 
You know what, you are not my problem. I don’t care what you think of me. I don’t care how you assess me. I don’t care what you want to talk about me. I don’t need to impress you or gossip about you. I don’t know how to be put up a fake face and be nice to you. I don’t need to explain things to you. If I don’t like you, I don’t like you. That’s it. I don’t gossip about you nor do I sit and evaluate about you. I never bothered you in the first place. Just because I am nice enough not to be sarcastic or harsh with you, you start dancing on top of my head? I am just by myself, doing my work, getting things done my way. I never asked you to come and get to know me. I am independent. I don’t need company to have lunch with nor do I need to sit and talk about unnecessary things. Then why are some of you so bloody itchy to come and talk to me and as usual invade my peace and privacy and when I have got things of my own to do, you get upset, treat me like a stranger and start evaluating me? When I am eating alone, was I giving out mental signal saying  ‘I’m lonely, please come and talk to me?’ No! I enjoy sitting by myself and read my books. I have my own set of friends with whom I am very comfortable with. You might think why I am mixing with people whom you will never bother talk to in the first place. Well, I am not like you. I don’t evaluate people according to rank or position or color or looks. As long as they are nice, that’s good enough. I don’t need to know each and every one of you. What would I get in return? I hate it when people like you come and talk to me, ask questions about me and then gossip about other people. What do I care if someone is married twice? What do I care if someone is stingy? What do I care if someone is wearing a wig? What is your damned problem whom I talk to and whom I don’t? These are information that does not concern you or me and is not beneficial in anyway. When I have nothing to comment, you start judging me and ignoring me. Why? Do I look like a complete fool to you? I don’t know how to talk sweetly to impress people. I don’t see the benefit of it. I am aiming high in life and bothering about other people is the last thing in my mind. You come to me for help, no matter who you are, if you are a good person, I will help you and I don’t expect anything in return. But if you come to me with an agenda in your mind, if you come to me because u want to use me for your benefit and then throw me once you are done, if u come to me because you like what you saw or if you come to me because you want to include me in your mess, then forget it. I am a very independent and confident woman. As long as I live, I don’t need help from people like you. Like I said, you are not my problem. I will just forget about your existence and get on with my life. I don’t cross your path as usual so be a woman and don’t cross mine. Screw people like you! What kind of mentality is that?