deep sigh!

..im complaining again..this time..argghhhh...i feel like pulling my head apart..my head mind you,not my hair.anyway now i dunno where the heck to do my industrial..in standard chartered bank IT department,in INTEL kulim, or another company( i forgot the name) also in kulim..pros and cons..standard chartered bank is in KL..i can be independant and learn to be self reliant..i can do whatever i want without being confined. cons..so hard to travel,have to stay with outside,,dunno safe or not. intel and another company in kulim..easy to travel..can stay at home..cons..cannot do whatever i want...go to the grocery shop nearby also must ask permission..everything will be controlled...not that i cannot live with that..i can..but just wanna taste a bit of freedom..to know that i can survive alone.just that..not to "berpeleseran like hantu" in the middle of the night.i just wanna be able to know that in times of despair..i can still go on.after all..next will be marriage and i will have to be a slave again..dammit..why was i ever born as a girl? anyway back to the topic..does anyone have any idea where KL standard chartered bank is located exactly? i need that info..i need to know if traveling there will be easy..bus services etc...ahhh..the pain of waiting and making choices..there u go..the wheels of my complain train is churning again!