damn it

i knew coming back to campus was a big mistake.biggest mistake ever! i knew im going to suffer in pudu and i did. first of all..carrying that stupid heavy bag was like enrolling for heavy weight championship.next..who can be so dumb to wear high heels while traveling?me! and it was raining heavily.i almost slipped 1001 times..and was walking like a drunkard..unable to allign myself for the weight of the bag was pulling me to directions that i dont even want to go..it was like trying to navigate a ship. the worse was when my shoe string came out..couldnt walk and almost slipped on the road( lucky not in the middle of the road or else i would probably be writing this from hell if they have internet connection there:P) and actually i lost my balance and one stagnant taxi hood broke my fall.the driver was just standing nearby and watched me while i leaned on his car hood and adjusted my damned shoes and when i heaved my bag again,it hit the car number plate and i bent it..aduh..thats when he started scolding me but i walked off terus after saying sorry.lucky he never asked me to pay.

and while i was in that situation..a bunch of indian fellas came by and started making wolf whistles and asked for my number loudly..ok...right..i wasnt even a least bit "kembang"..at that time..all i wanted to do was to dump my heavy bag on their heads and kill them..bodo!

so soaking wet,almost in tears with slippery shoes...i walked slowly until the bus stop to cyber and finally managed to arrive safely..with a few bruises here and there..

now back in campus..i feel like a grandmother seeing all the juniors..waaaa....i dont want to grow up!i dont want to come back to campus! i hate this..hate this...hate this..miss my family and friends..feeling like a fool!:(