Blunder bungle
It’s rather a quiet day today apart from the 2 and a half hour of team meeting with the boss, which was fun by the way. Anywhere this particular vendor of mine is; laughter or perhaps at least a smile always follows around.
The alarm blared at 6 am today morning. I had something to do in the morning but somehow at 6, everything becomes insignificant compared to rolling back and pulling the blanket over my head so I went back to sleep only to wake up at 7.50am and scrambled to get ready in time for work.
On a different note, things have settled down a little but it’s not really leaving my head right now. I have apologized enough. I am not going to apologize again and again. Sometimes something trivial becomes or sounds too serious when you keep saying sorry over and over again. I’m responsible for my actions, but I cannot be accounted for the chain reaction that it brings, because those are not my decisions. Those are not words out of my mouth. Oh pray do tell me, if A raised an alarm saying water in the lake is murky and then somewhere along the line B added in, saying X may or may not have thrown chemical into the lake making it murky, and in the end, when A checks back, the lake was not even murky and told B about his mistake and B said it’s alright, does it make sense for X to come screaming back at A especially when A has announced to the world about his mistake and also especially when A had no inkling that X became a suspect along the way?
Of course I got off scout free but I don’t feel good about my blunder. Next time I announce something, I’ll sleep on it first before opening my big mouth.
It’s so hard growing up. Learning by mistake doesn’t seem like a great idea right now.
I’m not going to put this behind and walk on. It’s going to be placed neatly in front with red warning signals flashing all the time.
The alarm blared at 6 am today morning. I had something to do in the morning but somehow at 6, everything becomes insignificant compared to rolling back and pulling the blanket over my head so I went back to sleep only to wake up at 7.50am and scrambled to get ready in time for work.
On a different note, things have settled down a little but it’s not really leaving my head right now. I have apologized enough. I am not going to apologize again and again. Sometimes something trivial becomes or sounds too serious when you keep saying sorry over and over again. I’m responsible for my actions, but I cannot be accounted for the chain reaction that it brings, because those are not my decisions. Those are not words out of my mouth. Oh pray do tell me, if A raised an alarm saying water in the lake is murky and then somewhere along the line B added in, saying X may or may not have thrown chemical into the lake making it murky, and in the end, when A checks back, the lake was not even murky and told B about his mistake and B said it’s alright, does it make sense for X to come screaming back at A especially when A has announced to the world about his mistake and also especially when A had no inkling that X became a suspect along the way?
Of course I got off scout free but I don’t feel good about my blunder. Next time I announce something, I’ll sleep on it first before opening my big mouth.
It’s so hard growing up. Learning by mistake doesn’t seem like a great idea right now.
I’m not going to put this behind and walk on. It’s going to be placed neatly in front with red warning signals flashing all the time.
posted by BluePixie @ 5:36 PM
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