A letter
Dear who-ever-who-has-too-much-free-time-to-visit-my-site,
Things are not so good for the past 48 hours.
I scalded myself thrice and wedged my fingers between the door and the wall while closing it. Boy, it hurt. And I had to refrain myself from screaming out loud because everyone else was sleeping and I didn’t exactly want to create a new serial in the middle of the night.
I couldn’t sleep the night and kept imagining a little girl with red eyes looking at me. Must have been the extra cup of coffee I had in the office. Someone apparently switched off the hall lights in the middle of the night and I had to walk in the dark, fumbling to find the light switch while pushing the thoughts of the little girl out of my head.
I’m so traumatized.
I went to the toilet. The floor was so slippery and I almost slipped. Almost. Otherwise I might be writing this with a cracked skull. Wouldn’t that be awesome?
I came to work feeling so hungry. I wanted to eat a horse but all I could find was a few dry biscuits in my Tupperware and I had to be content. Had to. I wanted to make a milky cup of Milo but today of all day; my office pantry ran out of milk.
I was given a task and I was trying so hard but nothing worked. I got so frustrated; I wanted to break my head. I think there is something wrong with me because when I get frustrated, everything begins to get into me. Even a simple tap on the keyboard sounds like a swarm of grasshoppers out to get me.
I heard somewhere that if I am having a series of bad things happening to me, something good is on the way. I do hope that is true because I really can’t afford to get myself scalded one more time. I know it’s all my carelessness and I should be more careful and stop being so superstitious but I’m planning to go get a clover and never let a black cat cross my path any day.
On a different thought, I guess I should be counting my blessings and think of all those volcanic lava that never managed to touch my skin.
I know I’m not making any sense and this is just plain nonsense but then again, I’m just a very disturbed individual today. Ignore me.
Love,
Bhima
Things are not so good for the past 48 hours.
I scalded myself thrice and wedged my fingers between the door and the wall while closing it. Boy, it hurt. And I had to refrain myself from screaming out loud because everyone else was sleeping and I didn’t exactly want to create a new serial in the middle of the night.
I couldn’t sleep the night and kept imagining a little girl with red eyes looking at me. Must have been the extra cup of coffee I had in the office. Someone apparently switched off the hall lights in the middle of the night and I had to walk in the dark, fumbling to find the light switch while pushing the thoughts of the little girl out of my head.
I’m so traumatized.
I went to the toilet. The floor was so slippery and I almost slipped. Almost. Otherwise I might be writing this with a cracked skull. Wouldn’t that be awesome?
I came to work feeling so hungry. I wanted to eat a horse but all I could find was a few dry biscuits in my Tupperware and I had to be content. Had to. I wanted to make a milky cup of Milo but today of all day; my office pantry ran out of milk.
I was given a task and I was trying so hard but nothing worked. I got so frustrated; I wanted to break my head. I think there is something wrong with me because when I get frustrated, everything begins to get into me. Even a simple tap on the keyboard sounds like a swarm of grasshoppers out to get me.
I heard somewhere that if I am having a series of bad things happening to me, something good is on the way. I do hope that is true because I really can’t afford to get myself scalded one more time. I know it’s all my carelessness and I should be more careful and stop being so superstitious but I’m planning to go get a clover and never let a black cat cross my path any day.
On a different thought, I guess I should be counting my blessings and think of all those volcanic lava that never managed to touch my skin.
I know I’m not making any sense and this is just plain nonsense but then again, I’m just a very disturbed individual today. Ignore me.
Love,
Bhima
posted by BluePixie @ 8:20 AM
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