Perasaan

I’m glad it’s all cleared up now. It was rather silly to be upset about something so irrelevant. I somehow felt it wasn’t worth it.

Anyway, I was really itching to write and I managed to find time to write this now. Actually I saw my vendor blogging so somehow I felt like writing too. Too bad I couldn’t snatch a look at his blog title. On second thought, he writes in German so I would probably not understand a word.

Well, I just want to write something short.

The speaker said, it’s only when you are about to die, you start thinking, oh I should have done this and this and this. Oh, I shouldn’t have done that, that and that.

And, it’s only when the person dies, you start wishing you never said those mean things to him/her. You start wishing you had been kinder.

A little silly of us all, don’t you think?

When the person is alive, you hurl abuses, you hurt and you upset.

When the person is dead, you regret and wish you had been better.

When the person is alive, you hurt and you hurt and you hurt.

When you are about to die, you wish you had been kinder.

And to think, the person who is already dead won’t feel a thing.

Would it be better to kinder and nicer when life is still there?

Maybe I am not delivering a clear message. I’m not sure how to write it.

Stumped. It’s just a feeling.

Lots of statements about death but can’t help it.

After all it’s 06.06.06 today.

Be very afraid! >:-)