Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to meeeee, happy birthday to me! =D
Ah..another day to pretend to be busy.
I have improved my parking. No big deal, I know, except for the fact, like I said, the car park is just beside a pond, which means, when I park, the car is directly facing the pond, separated by the usual black and white barrier. If I accidentally accelerated on the oil, I would plunge into the pond,well well, coming to think of it, it isn’t exactly a pond, but a huge drain(as big as a pond) with green water, which I think is probably filled with all the company’s wastage. The first day I came here, I parked the car, half inside the lot, half jutting out and the guy who parked beside me gave me a peculiar once-over glance and then asked, ‘Kenapa park senget?”. Today he saw me again, my car precisely in it’s plot, smiled and wished me good morning. Hmm…car park in each plant seems to be blessing me with new acquaintances each time…
I’m just doing all I can to make sure one of my teammates’ modules is working. Why? Because he was kind enough to come and talk to me, to ask how I was doing, to ask if I know where the canteen is located in the new plant, kind enough to ask about my next course and kind enough to acknowledge my presence there. For the rest, they are just dumping the work on me; I’m not doing anything for them apart from acting busy. Haven’t touched a single thing on other modules. Screw me and I screw u back.
I'm human too, u know. There's no need to treat me like a criminal. I have every right to resign when i want to and there is no reason to bear grundge on me. If you are mad, show it at the management. I'm just one of the tiny people who had the guts to leave when i couldn't tolerate it anymore. And i'm not a coward. If i was, i would have resigned the day the boss sat with us and forced us not to go home until we finished the job, and we had to stay on until 12 midnight still unable to get it done. I am not afraid of the workload. Im leaving because of the silly management and the promise of a better future which this company will never be able to give me.
Oh yeah, did I tell you guys, there is this 5 minutes exercise session at the beginning of each day in this new office. Sharp 8.40am, a song you usually will hear in kindergarten will be played, I can’t catch hold of the lyrics, for it sounds as if the man is trying hard to speak in baby language, but I managed to get a few words, swing your arms, arms up, legs down, that’s right. 8 hours of stress, extra over time, and 5 minutes of arm swinging. Wow, I feel so healthy already.
I’m writing like a crackpot but I’m actually feeling very sad. It’s hard being here right now, amidst all these hostility. I wouldnt be suprised when i leave, no one comes and wishes me good luck. But i don't care. I'm mentally prepared for that too. Makes me even more glad that im leaving this hell.
And it’s my birthday somemore..
I have improved my parking. No big deal, I know, except for the fact, like I said, the car park is just beside a pond, which means, when I park, the car is directly facing the pond, separated by the usual black and white barrier. If I accidentally accelerated on the oil, I would plunge into the pond,well well, coming to think of it, it isn’t exactly a pond, but a huge drain(as big as a pond) with green water, which I think is probably filled with all the company’s wastage. The first day I came here, I parked the car, half inside the lot, half jutting out and the guy who parked beside me gave me a peculiar once-over glance and then asked, ‘Kenapa park senget?”. Today he saw me again, my car precisely in it’s plot, smiled and wished me good morning. Hmm…car park in each plant seems to be blessing me with new acquaintances each time…
I’m just doing all I can to make sure one of my teammates’ modules is working. Why? Because he was kind enough to come and talk to me, to ask how I was doing, to ask if I know where the canteen is located in the new plant, kind enough to ask about my next course and kind enough to acknowledge my presence there. For the rest, they are just dumping the work on me; I’m not doing anything for them apart from acting busy. Haven’t touched a single thing on other modules. Screw me and I screw u back.
I'm human too, u know. There's no need to treat me like a criminal. I have every right to resign when i want to and there is no reason to bear grundge on me. If you are mad, show it at the management. I'm just one of the tiny people who had the guts to leave when i couldn't tolerate it anymore. And i'm not a coward. If i was, i would have resigned the day the boss sat with us and forced us not to go home until we finished the job, and we had to stay on until 12 midnight still unable to get it done. I am not afraid of the workload. Im leaving because of the silly management and the promise of a better future which this company will never be able to give me.
Oh yeah, did I tell you guys, there is this 5 minutes exercise session at the beginning of each day in this new office. Sharp 8.40am, a song you usually will hear in kindergarten will be played, I can’t catch hold of the lyrics, for it sounds as if the man is trying hard to speak in baby language, but I managed to get a few words, swing your arms, arms up, legs down, that’s right. 8 hours of stress, extra over time, and 5 minutes of arm swinging. Wow, I feel so healthy already.
I’m writing like a crackpot but I’m actually feeling very sad. It’s hard being here right now, amidst all these hostility. I wouldnt be suprised when i leave, no one comes and wishes me good luck. But i don't care. I'm mentally prepared for that too. Makes me even more glad that im leaving this hell.
And it’s my birthday somemore..
posted by BluePixie @ 10:20 AM
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