Whisper of the heart

Without yourself, you are alone...

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Leper?

Im sitting in a corner, all by myself, no one else is talking to me, including my team members and any correspondence is done thru mail even though it's just walking distance between us. they didnt even bother asking how was my convo. It's as if im a leper of some kind. How childish could they be?

I dont understand something though. What i did was not wrong. I worked my ass off for this company, sacrificing my sleep, my weekends and also after work hours during weekdays without getting any appreciation and finally when i start thinking about my own life and my own future, i'm suddenly the bad employee.

Such a stupid company. I am just wondering how i actually managed to work here for 8 months. So tempted to screw something before i leave.

So cheap are human relationships until they dont mind spiting each other just for one man who owns the company, who doesnt even acknowledge their presence there.

I'm just writing stuff and emails to pass my time and trying to act busy. Not doing the work they gave to me. To hell with it. I have had enough. If you can't be nice to me, don't even dream i will be nice enough to complete my work before i leave.

I was feeling a little guilty for causing havoc by resigning suddenly but now, i dun even have a twinge of remorse. I keep wishing i had screwed it up even more.

Yawn..it's so hard falling asleep with my eyes wide open..2 and a half days more...
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