Point

Ever been to a point where you just don't know what you want in your life anymore?

Ever been to a point where you want something so badly but you keep getting dissappointed that you just don't give a damn anymore?

Ever been to a point where you keep getting dissappointed and then you get what you want but you feel you don't want it anymore?

Ever been to a point where you get what you want but you are not sure if you can handle it anymore?

Ever been to a point where some people around you start rearing their ugly sides and you can't stand it anymore?

Ever been to a point where you wake up in the morning, feeling like a zombie without a purpose in life?

Ever been to a point where you are just too afraid to have hopes anymore?

Ever been to a point where you are just too scared to make a decision anymore?

Ever been to a point where you are just not sure of yourself anymore?

I have. It sucks!

My entire life is flashing right in front of me. Everything i have done so far seems to be useless now. i feel like a tiny speck in the survival of existance.