From a quote to real life...

Thoughts could leave deeper scarring than almost anything else -Madam Pomfrey, Harry Potter; Order of the Phoenix

Sigh! how true...it takes all the strength that i could muster to try to forget...but it keeps coming back to haunt...Given a chance, i want to rip off every single piece of it, every single bit of it. I will never forget, i will never forgive....never...

The scar is not healing and knowing for a fact that i did nothing to inflict it on me in the first place makes me emotions turn into a fit of frenzy.It just keeps dancing in my mind, every night, every dream, every daylight..i just can't forget...

It's not worth it to keep torturing myself like this with these thoughts, i know, i have heard those advices a million times before but still, this is something i can't wipe out, i just can't for it has already made a profound impact in my mind.

I will not rest until i have found my revenge, one day...you'll see...

And that day, it will be my turn to smile...because i was hurt beyond misery at that time...