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my supervisor sends me home from work..my sub boss bought me breakfast today and she offered to take me to work tomorrow in her brand new TOYOTA VIOS. another head of a department came all the way to say and welcome to me.the other trainee is such a pleasant girl and she doesnt mind answering all my questions.the HR lady is so nice and friendly. the head of security is so polite and nice to me. even the guards are pretty charming. all in all,i should be happy but im not.

i reach the company at 7 in the morning.(i wake up at 5 am)i have my breakfast alone and then i start work.break is for 15 mins at 9.45am and then lunch at 1.00 to 1.45pm.then work till 5.30.since im following my boss back,i have to wait till 6 pm before leaving.i reach home at 7.30pm.by the time i reach home,im dead tired and exhausted.

worse still,my supervisor is strict.she is giving me deadlines and i have to solve one major problem in the system by tomorrow since she has to present it to the higher department ppl on wednesday.so im back home again with the pc and trying to figure out the problem.im exhausted.dead tired.

and somehow..i feel one part of me is dying..the part that wants to be jovial,happy and run free.im not afraid of work,i can do work but i cannot slog myself like this.it's pure torture.

work sucks!