Stressed yet still fine

I’m suddenly very stressed out today. I am not happy with things that have been going on for a few days. It’s unprofessional, it’s back-stabbing.

I’m trying not to focus on the negative side but somehow I’m worried if I ignore it now, it will turn into a huge black hole that sucks everything in, all at one go, leaving me completely helpless.

I am not happy with a few things that I have done myself and I could not stop feeling bad about it. Just hate facing a situation when every human touch gets flushed down the toilet and it’s now which head you step on to get to the prize.

I’m stressed. I am unsure how to handle this situation at hand, which I need to face by tomorrow before it gets out of hand.

Been awfully quiet the whole day. I hate talking when I don’t feel like myself.

It’s a good thing I could close my eyes and everything else that revolves around this world seems insignificant and I have someone who is not physically with me to thank for.

Somehow deep inside I am very grateful for the great blessing in my life right now.