Week 2

Erghhh...week 2 and im spending time from 9 am to 12 midnight in the campus and totally be unable to lift my index finger by the end of the day or perhaps the beginning of the next day.

The course is really really really really taxing. The more i read, the more i dont understand it and the more i don't understand it, the more confused i get and the more confused i get, the nearer i am to the road to failure and the more i think about it, the more freaked out i get and the more freaked out i get, the more depressed im becoming.

Thinking of subcribing to some kind of drugs that can keep me awake at all times. i need to be alert, active and require less sleep until the end of the course..seriously, if anyone out there know abt any safe drugs, drugs in this sense is something that is subtle, recommended and not illegal la..ok and works to ward off sleep at all times for the next remaining 3 weeks with NO SIDE EFFECTS.