Would everything be alright?

Another opportunity just slipped away from my hands and i have no idea why. It could be my fault. It could be fated that way. I'm just not sure which.

Things just dont seem to work the way i want it to be. I am not giving up nor am i really crushed but my thoughts are in such a tanggled mess that i could not think properly right now.

I just can't think right now. I tried telling myself that everything happens for a reason but to convince myself with my own words is taking a whole lot of effort.